Vent?? Idk

Sometimes I feel like I'm being replaced or that I wasn't really important in the first place. I'll feel like I forced myself into a friendship that nobody else wants me in.

I go through these phases really frequently, but I never end up telling my friends 1/5

because I'm scared to bother them, and I don't want them to know that I question their feelings about me. There's been quite a few times where I've ended up crying myself to sleep over that shit.

I guess I'm just really insecure over my relations with other people. 2/5

And while it sounds selfish, part of me feels really lost and upset that I don't really have a "best" friend. You know... The person you can tell everything, there's no boundaries between you two, you can spend hours talking, when you're together everything just flows 3/5

naturally. I used to, but some personal stuff happened and I don't talk to them anymore. And ever since, I've had these issues with my other friends. 4/5

Anyway, the point of this thread is just for me to vent out my feelings :) you don't have to say anything if you don't want to lmao. These are my problems and I'm fully capable of dealing with them on my own. 5/5