Vent?? Idk

Sometimes I feel like I& #39;m being replaced or that I wasn& #39;t really important in the first place. I& #39;ll feel like I forced myself into a friendship that nobody else wants me in.

I go through these phases really frequently, but I never end up telling my friends 1/5

because I& #39;m scared to bother them, and I don& #39;t want them to know that I question their feelings about me. There& #39;s been quite a few times where I& #39;ve ended up crying myself to sleep over that shit.

I guess I& #39;m just really insecure over my relations with other people. 2/5

And while it sounds selfish, part of me feels really lost and upset that I don& #39;t really have a "best" friend. You know... The person you can tell everything, there& #39;s no boundaries between you two, you can spend hours talking, when you& #39;re together everything just flows 3/5

naturally. I used to, but some personal stuff happened and I don& #39;t talk to them anymore. And ever since, I& #39;ve had these issues with my other friends. 4/5

Anyway, the point of this thread is just for me to vent out my feelings :) you don& #39;t have to say anything if you don& #39;t want to lmao. These are my problems and I& #39;m fully capable of dealing with them on my own. 5/5