wow in year 10 i ate a packet of sensations for lunch everyday & that was it.............. kinda craving them now......................

looking back on secondary school makes me sad now lmfao For Reasons I Will Not Go Into But Basically This Tweet https://twitter.com/supersarz/status/1296912658399219712?s=19">https://twitter.com/supersarz...

maybe i will go into it a little bit but i miss my ex friend like i dont wanna be friends w her again lol the friendship was toxic but..... i mean i feel like i never & #39;mourned& #39; (if that is the right word?) the friendship when it ended & i never rlly had an emotional reaction

which is strange cuz we did talk like everyday for years & she was a big part of my life in that way..... but i kinda just blocked out my memories of her in my mind.... or did i? i just feel like theres so much ive forgotten

anyway maybe right now is when im going through it... it& #39;s different from simply growing distant cuz as far as i kno we r not on amicable terms lmfao... but like if i saw her in the steet am i supposed to just ignore her? idk might delete this in the morning