"i& #39;m tired, sam. i& #39;m tired of this job, this life... this weight on my shoulders, man. i& #39;m tired of it."
"why? why is my job to save these people? why do i have to be some kind of hero? what about us? why do we have to sacrifice everything, dad?"
"i wanted to believe so badly there was a way out of this. i mean, i& #39;m - i& #39;m staring down the barrel at this thing. you know. hell. for real, forever, and uh i& #39;m just... i& #39;m scared, sam. i& #39;m really scared."
"how i feel... i wish i couldn& #39;t feel a damn thing"
"i can& #39;t do it, cas. alistair was right, i& #39;m not all here. i& #39;m not st- i& #39;m not strong enough. i guess i& #39;m not the man either of our dads wanted me to be. find someone else. it& #39;s not me.",
"i had one job, and i screwed it up. i blew it, and for that, i& #39;m sorry. i guess that& #39;s what i do. i let down the people i love."
in conclusion, cw_spn better give dean happy ending he deserves or else