I’ve been away on shadowban for a few days. While I was away, something very... difficult and violating happened to Me. And I feel the need to share it with the findom and twitter kink community.

@GAkalib is no longer My sub. The relationship we had was built upon lies (1/9)

and deceit. He came to Me and was upfront about his sex addiction issues. Our relationship was supposed to be non-sexual. I helped him manage his addiction and get help, and I thought what we had was pure. But unfortunately he tainted it without My knowledge or consent. (2/9)

I found out the other day that Ali lied to Me. A lot. He told Me findom wasn’t the problem, that his sex addiction was, and that findom without anything sexual was fine. I believed him. The rewards I sent him were Quran recitation audios. I reminded him to pray. (3/9)

All of this was a lie. A lie he made so he could get sexual pleasure from sending to Me, something to which I did not consent.

I want to make this abundantly clear - within the kink community, this. is. rape.

You hear about subs using safewords, but Dom(me)s (4/9)

have boundaries & limits, too. Ones that can cause just as much harm when crossed, especially when done purposefully and insidiously.

I’m lucky. Alhamdulillah this happened in online bdsm. I have seen and experienced FAR worse, but I’m calling what it is. It’s still rape. (5/9)

Ali Rajas (and not I’m not doxxing him - he has and continues to freely use his name for screen names on twitter kink accounts) is an addict. Not just to sex, but to findom and anything that possibly triggers sexual feelings. (6/9)

I URGE other Dom(me)s NOT to work with him. I’m releasing him, without half/any of the money he owes Me, because I literally can’t do this. & I don’t want anyone else to get hurt. He NEEDS help and he needs to take responsibility for his actions.

Please. I’m blocking him. (7/9)

I dunno. I don’t know what else to do, or say. I’m writing this & I’m still struggling w/ all of these emotions that I haven’t really had to deal with in 9-10 years.

I’m returning to him his account, & he can make his own choices to get help. But I needed to say something. (8/9)

Please know if you DO decide to work with him, he exhibits typical addict behavior which is very abusive and manipulative. If you are friends, he may come to you for sympathy - don’t give it to him.

He likes to gaslight and act like nothing happened. It did. And it hurts.