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after a year since deactivating my old fan acc, i decided to come back today 
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i have the same username as before !
i just really needed some time off to take care of myself and concentrate in all the stuff that was happening around me
tbh a year ago i was in a really bad place and needed some space and time to work on myself, my mental health and get my priorities straight
i’ve been an army since boy in luv era and bts and kpop in general have helped me soooo much through the years
and thanks to all that stuff that has happened in the past two years and the love yourself era, i really came to understand that we cannot pretend to love others or make them happy when we are not truly comfortable with ourselves
i also understood that it’s okay to curse when you are mad, cry when you are sad, take a rest when you are tired
it’s okay to show how you really feel without pretending
it’s okay to just be yourself without worrying about what others might think or say
this year i took off of stan tw and other things, really helped me to get better
now i can proudly say that i’m the happiest i’ve ever been with myself
i graduated from college
started working as an environmental chemist
i’m in a really healthy, loving and supporting relationship https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💖" title="Funkelndes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Funkelndes Herz">
now i know what i really want to do with my life
so i’m starting the fall semester tomorrow to take three classes because i’m getting ready for grad school
i also decided to change my lifestyle and eat healthier and excercise more and i’ve already lost 18 pounds ~
but most importantly, now i feel really happy and comfortable with who i am and what i have become !
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anyways, to finish i just wanted to say it’s ok to take a break when you need it, it’s ok to work on yourself! it’s ok to look for your happinnes!
you are your own person, you do you! just remember you are always important and valid! you are strong! and the world is a much better place because you’re here! https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💜" title="Violettes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Violettes Herz">
and if you need someone to listen/read my dm is always open! ~
