Last time I had my friend was June 13-17! Missed the whole month of July & on August 3 found out we’re preggoshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="Weißes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Weißes Herz">

time is everything. We’ve been trying for 22 months. I’m convinced that God knew it wasn’t time before bc holy shit, we hit rock bottom super hard and stayed down for monthshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">

crazy but I took like about 20+ preggos test before and it always came out negative.. We used to argue about why the test never had two lines (yeah I know right, stupid?) I was at the point to pay $350 just to see if I can actually have kids.

but then again, something was telling me that it wasn’t time. Esp time for us to bring a kid into this world while we struggle for shit. I’ve always told Joe & reminded him that it’ll be okay. Crazy thing is...

I told Joe maybe we need to get back up on our feets? We have to get our own car and work on a place? Maybe before we hit 2 years We will get preggos?

YALL, We have our own car & been looking at places but haven’t found the one I likehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💀" title="Schädel" aria-label="Emoji: Schädel">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Gesicht mit Freudentränen" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit Freudentränen"> Tomorrow will be our 2 yrshttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken"> THE BIG HYPE FOR ME is I’m gonna have either a mini me or mini joehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="Weißes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Weißes Herz"> TIME IS FUCKING EVERYTHINGhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">

I took about 11 PT & 11 came out with two lines = POSITIVE (FINALLY) https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤍" title="Weißes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Weißes Herz"> Months better fly quick bc I’m so fucking impatient!https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> I just hope I have a healthy and safe pregnancy bc a bitch scared tbhhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🙁" title="Leicht stirnrunzelndes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Leicht stirnrunzelndes Gesicht">