things no one tells you in spirituality pt 1:

once i was meditating and going into that spinning, out of body phase (feels like you’re spinning on your head like a top) before astral projection n i got so dizzy i had to open my eyes bc i almost threw up.

pt 2: your kundalini awakening feeling a LOT like a psychotic break. crying all the time, feeling on edge, changes from highly energetic to depressed. mood swings. extremist behaviors. not sleeping/sleeping CONSTANTLY. hearing things, body aches, seeing things, etc.

pt 3: your “dark night of the soul” can last up to a YEAR without a good support system & when you try to escape through alcohol, drugs, sex, etc.

pt 4: LEARNING TO TRUST YOUR INTUITION IS ESSENTIAL!!! yes, spirits will take over your tarot readings. remember: it’s NOT a guide if they’re giving you harsh words, advice, and/or explanations.

pt 5: your spiritual journey is not about love. relationships are needed to MIRROR what you need to work on and trigger you. that boy you are obsessing over is a piece of shit and NOT your twin flame. you knew him for 5 minutes.

pt 6: sometimes you will feel as if all your light has gone out. like your flame ya been extinguished. it’s not. you are shedding skin. redefine yourself. changr the narrative.

pt 7: when feeling as if you have NO identity anymore, sit down and write what you KNOW to be true. who are you? who do you want to be? what inspires you? what angers you? make a bullet point list. make it simple. hang it on your wall. you are still here & you are amazing.

pt 8: fluoride poisons you & calcifies your pineal gland. yes, it’s in your water. buy a water filter.

pt 9: when people tell you that you’re “being crazy” pls understand you are awakening and they can no longer associate with your frequency. you are safe. be careful not to fall down the rabbit hole. the g*vernment, hospitals, etc... stop fearing them.

pt 10: conspiracies are good n cool n all but make sure you’re not STUCK in this 4D mindset (this is where you ask all the questions)- you can not control this. knowledge is power. but recieve it and let it flow. if you are obsessing, meditate. find your peace again.

pt 11: love rules literally EVERYTHING. if you act out of love and pure intentions - no matter how other ppl view it at the time - you will reap INCREDIBLE rewards. every time i acted with an open heart, i have been gifted 10x whatever i gave

pt 12: stop trying to change people. i know you want them to accompany you on this journey, but not everyone is awake. not everyone has the same timeline as you. and that is OKAY. they will catch up. JUST BC YOURE SAD ABOUT LEAVING THEM BEHIND, DOESNT MEAN ITS WRONG

pt 13: spirits are real but they do respect boundaries so when i’ve encountered them i have let them know not to touch me or come near me. it works. don’t be fearful of them bc YOU, as a human, are in control. having a physical form is POWERFUL. many energies don’t have this

pt 14: you can become ADDICTED to being alone and being connected to source. they will YEET your ass back into the physical world if you are spending too much time in the astral and not enough time on earth. do PHYSICAL things - clean, work out, shop, socialize

pt 15: at a point in my spiritual journey, i became so awkward with other people because i didn’t know how to relate to them. i soon realized these werent my people. i’m a weirdo, and that’s a good thing. being weird is interesting and unique and beautiful

pt 16: HOWEVER - backpacking off pt 15 - i also found myself not wanting to make friends bc i was comfortable alone. being in hermit mode forever isn’t good FOR ANYONE. come out of the mfin cave. the right people will love you