I never wanted to watch movies with lesbians because I was feeling really weird when I was looking at two women together, not in the bad way I just felt uncomfortable to this point where I even thought I am homophobic.. and then after 2 years I found out that I might be gay...-

I was feeling uncomfortable because I couldn't make myself believe that it is something I want and that I might not be straight (which explaines A LOT now) and tbh before I realized that I was keep trying to convince myself that I'm not gay and it's only-

because it's """"tReNdY"""" but really it all makes so much sense to me right now.. I was even supporting LGBTQ+ community since I was 13, my family is homophobic and none of my friends was supporter, I was reading about it a lot and I was always fighting with-

my family/friends/people in internet about gay rights, every time I was feeling hurt when someone was attacking LGBTQ and it wasn't suspicious to me at all..but it was for everyone else tho, I was asked so many times back then if I am gay but I was saying no and I was convinced-

that I'm straight. It is so fucking sad that I couldn't believe that I might be ""different"" than my friends and family to this point that I was trying to hide it even from myself. The first time I felt that I really can be gay was shortly after I joined tiktok

..not because of amount of gays there but I just saw so many amazing and different people so I realized I don't have to be someone who my family wants to create and I don't have to be like my friends because people are different from each other

bruh I was going to end on the first tweet-