This YouTube account is exactly what I was looking for. It embodies everything I was looking and aiming for in life. Please let me know if there’s similar accounts out there because it’s so hard to find channels I like.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdx-E_m6lwJxxcqHEPNjJMg
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdx-E_m6lwJxxcqHEPNjJMg