Soon I'll begin to a new era in my life, with this new chance I decided to be more confident about my decisions. With the encouragement of Jonginnie I'll also begin to eat in a healthier way and lose weight until I feel satisfied with it and think my body's condition is healthier
So 17th of August 2020, it's the day that I'm starting to change my life into a better way. I'll be confident, do the things I like, learn to say "No!" and don't ever let people to break my dreams. Those dreams are mine, I won't let them go unless they can't make me happy anymore
The report of the first day, it was a good beginning. Saying 'You have no right to do that to me' felt really powerful and bold. I didn't step back and that calmed me down. I know I did the right thing so tonight I am happy for myself
Report of 200818: My last night in this house where I spent 22 years of my life. There were both good and bad memories. I'll miss some things maybe, but I also see this as a new opportunity. Tomorrow will be an emotional rollercoaster, hope it leads me a new beautiful chapter
Late update of the third day: It was literally tiring but it was good. Now it feels like I'm in somewhere for vacation or something, but I can feel that I can get used to this situation quickly, and this soothes me
200820: Nowadays, I began to understand better the fact that the more effort someone puts into something, the more they can feel sense of belonging towards it.
Update of 200821: Now, I LOVE my new room! Basically, the furniture is not new but with some different perspective, a little bit aesthetic touch, and some light, everything looks totally new and pretty. I am curious about which beautiful memories I will have in this room
200822: Even the weirdest dreams has a right to come true, so I'm starting to work on one from today!
200823: Nothing particular happened today, I'm just walking towards my goals. And also missing this cutest person in the entire universe

200824 update: I found a meaningful quote today: “It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.” by Paulo Coelho from 'The Alchemist'. Come to think of it, it really is. Dream, work for it, and give all you have to it. If you won't, you will regret
200825: Dreaming of something is beautiful itself, but making an effort to make it happen... It may be a little bit scary at first, but feeling the progress you have achieved so far is priceless.
"Find something so fun that you'd throw your life into it." -Kim Jongin
#KAI #카이
"Find something so fun that you'd throw your life into it." -Kim Jongin
#KAI #카이
Update of 200826: I hope everyone can have at least one person that will support them regardless of their mistakes.
P.S. I don't exactly know what this thread is about, but I really love writing here what I thought and felt every day
P.S. I don't exactly know what this thread is about, but I really love writing here what I thought and felt every day