Things I wanted to tell you but couldn't..

I love you.

You can make me sad and happy at the same time.

Making you laugh makes me happy.

I'm 10.

Ikaw palagi ang una at huling taong naiisip ko.. sa paggising sa umaga at bago matulog sa gabi.

Lugi ako do'n, ah? Pero kahit luging lugi na ako, tumataya pa rin ako sa'yo.

I can give you all the assurance that you need, but you want it to come from someone else; someone who can't.

You deserve the whole damn universe, but sadly, I am just a star.

...

I was browsing through my notes and saw this. January 28, 2020, the day I realized that I was already falling for you.. for someone I can't have.

This is what I want..

i C u.. even though u can't C me.

I see you.

I'm happy that you are happy.

Kung hindi ikaw, huwag na lang.

Hush. You got me.. no matter what.

Sakit mo sa heart HAHAHAHA

Ngunit bakit maging sa panaginip ko ay malabong ako ang piliin mo?

I don't want anyone else.

I'd love to be there for you in your darkest days.

Talking to you makes me happy.. and kilig. Even though it's just small talks.

Maging sa pagkakataong hindi mo na maintindihan ang sarili mo, mananatili ako.

I want to take away all of your insecurities, love.

Love seeing your name pop up on my phone.

Keep on dreaming, my love. I'm always at your back to support you.

Everything becomes okay when I'm talking to you. Even though we're talking about someone else.