Hey my names kris sometimes I’m extremely depressed and other times I’m really vibrant and out going I don’t control my mood swings but when they hit I don’t feel significant enough to be a part of society and I’m doing everything i can to deal with that and being content.
My names kris but I like to go by super mma is a passion of mine and if you ever find yourself training mma congratulations you’re a rare breed of someone wanting to challenge yourself to the fullest.
I mentioned depression earlier but I didn’t mention a significant form of depression which is sometimes debilitating or completely crippling to my mentality and mindset of who I am unfortunately I go through extremely tough waves of suicidal depression where I don’t want to exist
But through the challenges and adversity martial arts and life’s unexpected delays I continue to over come this severe form of depression that controls my thought process and my way of life.
I continue to grow healthy and try to be my strongest I can be I look up to people like Muhammad Ali and Bruce Lee and I’d never want to let them down due to severe depression a mental setback to say the least.
I’ve been depressed for many many years and I try to continue to grow and face these demons that are deep within me from the trauma of past relationships and people who’ve tried to hurt me before.
Obviously I’m not a saint I love to fight in every form unfortunately it’s ruined many friendships and relationships but I’ve controlled my temper through most of my adult life.
Nobody may ever read this but I’m only saying this to get it off my chest fuck twitter fuck the government fuck all the lies you’ve been fed I’m depressed because I can’t be better to you world. I’m sad cause we aren’t fighting together we’re fighting eachother.
In the end I guess I just want to say that I’ll avoid ever doing anything harmful to myself because I’m fighting for you guys to have a happier life I’m Fighting corruption and I’m fighting demons within myself but I’ll never fold into letting depression eat me.
I love you all we may not get along and we may have fought we might of had problems but we’re still capable of taking full control of our lives and that’s what this thread is about, taking control of your lives and being complete being whole.
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