ngl i’m terrified to find out whether my behaviors are because i have adhd, autism, or whatever. like the actual thing isn’t scary but the thought of having yet another mental thing fucks me up if that makes sense

like that’ll just be another thing to learn to cope with and could change how my family treats me and just. idk

i’m p sure i just have adhd but my bf thinks autism is v likely and it’s scary bc i have no clue which it could be and the not knowing is so fucking scary

also the finding out so later in my life is super scary too idk

also idk if the first tweet in this thread is rude or ableist or what so that’s nice and kinda worries me https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤩" title="Vom Star geblendet" aria-label="Emoji: Vom Star geblendet">