all my days are blending together and i dont even know who i am anymore and my depression is really bad and i just feel. completely apathetic. i keep dissociating and getting stuck transes and having heavy amounts of intrusive thoughts and the list goes on i just feel so horrible

my brain is so foggy i dont remember anything at all from yesterday im trying to remember but its hard it all blends together i dont even know what day of the week it is and i cant get out of bed in the mornings hardly i have no idea who the fuck i am sometimes i just look in the

mirror and start crying because i dont know who i am anymore i feel so sick and my brain feels all wrong everyday is the same it all blends together everything feels the same all the time and my memory is horrible i fucking hate this i want it to get better but its not its just

staying the same i hate this so much