This has been a fucked up summer lmfao what with me surviving a fucked up case of COVID, a major ezcema flare up, my PTSD hitting me like a fucking tire iron, my ED sneaking around, INSOMNIA, psychosis return, major breakdowns, having to deal with OCD and hives. Jesus.

My insomnia is harming my health and worst of all, because of my brother's nightly tantrums consisting of kicking our shared wall, I can't do anything except lock my door and wait until he goes to sleep. At 4 in the morning. Every night.

I'm not seeking pity, god no. This is just a thread of acknowledging the physical and emotional tolls I have gone through this year.

Like goddamn it's a miracle I even got this far in this thread lmao

2021 better get me a raise, a bonus and a yacht.