oh my god san is only using one hand, his ‘dreaming’ hand. he said yesterday his right hand represents an alter ego who had no choice but to dream while his left hand is an alter ego that wants to wake up so what does this mean then.....

SAN: The reason why I lowered it, he wanted to wake up from the dream. In order to wake up from the dream, this hand is an alter ego who had no choice but to dream while the other one is an alter ego that tries to bring down the other ego. That's why the hand is trembling.

SAN: This ego is one who struggled to not leave.

SH: That's why the expression is as if you’re sad and in pain.

SAN: Yesterday, there's a mix feeling of hatred. One would get angry if he couldn't wake up. You can’t wake up for 2 weeks so ofc you’d get angry!

SAN: Honestly as a human, doing this for two weeks you’d feel upset, that's why the pent up anger just burst out. You get angry! Also, the concept and the outfit yesterday feel that way as well so I expressed it like that yesterday. So I wake up! but what I was looking for...

I went for them and I thought I woke up already but then this is really an Inception and I fall deep into a dream again. Everything that I thought of was just an illusion. The moment I caught it, I knew it was a dream so I fall into it again.”