#HWIYOUNG: you’re gonna be okay!

I can’t explain how much comfort you have given me these days, hwiyoung for real. It feels weird because you are that person I feel close even if you are far away and it’s so strange because we have different lives, you know nothing about me, and at the end I don't know anything

about you, yet I feel you so close, it's really strange. It is such a strong bond, the love I feel for you is so big that even the size of an ocean would not be enough to prove it.

I am the canvas and you are the brush, you color my life, you make me genuinely happy even when I feel like i can’t never be happy and make me smile even when i feel like my lips have forgotten how to do so. But sometimes I am scared and worried, I don't even know why, maybe

because I'm afraid that everything will go quickly and that everything will end quickly, I can say that I will love you forever but I can’t be sure of that, so what will I hold onto when all this will end? I don’t know and I shouldn’t think about it now, ‘cause time doesn’t

matter, the only thing that matters is how many times I felt okay even when I was hopeless and how many times I felt I wasn’t lonely in all this, because of you, you have always been there. You are that person who came to me in bad times, knocked on my door and with that little

strength I had left I opened the door and you held my hand and saved me from drowning in my own thoughts.
Again, it’s weird ‘cause you don’t know about my existence, but somehow you know about my pain and you unconsciously help me, you don’t make my problems disappear, you give

me the strength to face them.
I’m so grateful for having you Hwiyoung, I hope to be able to tell you this one day and I hope you know that you are making things easy for a sad clown who’s having a very hard time being alive and facing the world, thank you so much.

I love you, so much baby. ♡