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It is 1am and I am bored so here is a general update of me as a person and my life. Thread so idk how long this will be but I hope you enjoy. So I start uni in a month and a few weeks, tbh I am excited but also nervous as fuck lol. I like that I will have my own space but (1/?)
It is also sort of scary, I have never really been a very independent person and I would be lying if I said I wasn& #39;t lazy. I am going to need to change quite a lot of my habits to make sure I succeed. I really want to stay in contact with all my friends but I will be sad... (2/?)
Because we are going to be so far from eac other. I hope everyone makes new friends but I hope none of us forget each other and we can still all hang out together on breaks. Trying not to so sound cringe bit I love my friends so much and idk what I would do without them. (3/?)
In case you don& #39;t know, I am studying Zoology at uni with the course specifically about animal behaviour. This is actually by coincidence the same course my cousin did and he works as a zookeeper. Now I am not sure if I want to do that myself but I definitely want to... (4/?)
Do something related, private breeding to help endangered species seems interesting but I don& #39;t know much about it honestly. I& #39;m sure in my 3 years at uni I will find out more ideas! Now onto more personal things and that is finding myself as an adult. I turned 18 in April (5/?)
And I have noticed some changes in my parents actions. I have always been lucky to have very supportive parents that gave me many freedoms but its defiitely felt like I have much more freedom recently and it feels great. Honestly I feel the happiest I ever have right now. (6/?)
Coming out of my social bubble slowly has been something I have been working towards since I just realised not to care about others opinions too much (sometimes I am scared I do this too much though). I used to have no social life at all but now I am gasping for it. (7/?)
A good lesson in life is to honestly just do things and not overthink. It helps with confidence a bunch, I learnt this when I first asked out a girl over a year ago (I was rejected btw). Once it happens once, you can do it again. Talking about liking girls, this segways... (8/?)
Into how back in September 2019 I had a crush on a friend and I cut my hair short because I wanted to seem more attractive. Truth is I never have really liked my hair until recently. Currently going without a cut since November and it feels good, long hair gang ftw lol. (9/?)
Also at one point I wanted to dye my hair but I don& #39;t think I will now, that might change though. Never don& #39;t do anything because you are scared that you will be weird. I was scared at first but honestly just embracing myself has made me more confident. Believe in yourself (10/?)
Now I mainly talked about irl but truth is I have to give it to my online friends from over the years. If anyone tells you online friends aren& #39;t real friends they are fucking wrong, I don& #39;t know what I would be like without them. Online can act like a special place (11/?)
And this really helped me, any issues I had that I wasn& #39;t comfortable sharing irl I would share there. I still tell them my problems but I also tell people irl now that I am confident enough to do that. If you are one of my online friends and reading this, thank you. (12/?)
This thread is already long and I kinda derailed it into motivational support ahahaha whoops. But tbh there isn& #39;t much more to say about me since quarantine has put me in limbo as it has many others so I will just end this with a few things I want to say. (13/?)
1. Addiction is scary, doesn& #39;t matter what it is. I had a legit anime addiction in 2019 and it severely fucked my grades in school. Of course it was just a phase I am now out of but it had ramifications.
2. Don& #39;t feel you NEED a relationship, go with the flow.
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2. Don& #39;t feel you NEED a relationship, go with the flow.
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3. Forcing yourself to do sonething can sometimes actually be good. I was bored as shit in quarantine and resorted to just sitting on Discord and masturbating for a while. Forcing myself back into gaming got my brain working again and made me happier. Give it a go. (15/15)
