This new chapter has confirmed smth to us: Seungho is indeed emotionally attached to Nakyum.
It was probably obvious for many of us from the very moment he started being aware of Nakyum’s safety, but also many people aren’t really trying to comprehend Seungho’s feelings
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It was probably obvious for many of us from the very moment he started being aware of Nakyum’s safety, but also many people aren’t really trying to comprehend Seungho’s feelings
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His words just show how he’s trying to convince himself that his mask is still intact, that he’s still emotionally indestructible, he wants to believe that he’s still as cold as he shows himself to others, strong, unbreakable..
But the truth is he’s confused.. and lonely. He definitely doesn’t understand what’s going, why does he feel uneasy, anxious about Nakyum being too compliant with his selfish “orders”, why is he feeling mad about not being able to make Nakyum honestly and genuinely satisfied.
And that’s what (let’s say) love does to people, it makes you vulnerable, and he doesn’t want to feel like that or he doesn’t understand the reason why he’s starting to feel that way
He also thinks that he can’t trust anybody (even though Nakyum seemed selfless and sincere from the start unlike everyone else) so he don’t want to rely nor depend emotionally on anyone, but he doesn’t understand why he suddenly feels the need to please someone else
After all, he’s never felt that way before, the others always tried to please him first... and now he’s the one who wants to do it for someone else.
Why would he be interested and so concerned about someone else& #39;s affairs if it weren& #39;t because he has feelings for them?
So, yes, this is the character development we were waiting for, because he’s just started to question his feelings, his behavior, he’s already frustrated about the fact that there’s nothing he can actually do about Nakyum’s change in his behavior (+)
He’s so concerned about the reason why Nakyum’s became different from his old self and that’s making him frustrated, powerless. He doesn’t know who to blame and he’s probably asking himself: “is it Nakyum who’s not being honest with me, or is it me?”.
So, I think the better solution to this situation will be Nakyum being completely honest with Seungho, telling him the reason of his current “obedient and submissive” behaviour, I mean, telling him how he truly feels..
But, for that to happen, Nakyum will also need courage as well as understand his own emotions and also being honest with himself, and until that happens, Seungho will remain troubled :(
Doesn’t***sorry for any grammar mistakes btw (english’s not my first language) :’)