things im scared of: a thread

i have a bad fear of being left alone because i know i’m not independent and i feel like i won’t be able to handle myself when it comes down to it so i have a huge fear of being alone

i have a fear of growing up. i’m scared to lose what i have now and i don’t want to say goodbye to childhood and i miss how things used to be when i was younger and care free and being an actual adult scares me so bad

i have a fear that everyone i meet secretly doesn’t like me. and that i actually annoy everyone and all of my friends are just too nice to tell me that they don’t like me, despite the amount of times they tell me they love me

i have a fear of authority. i find it hard to stand up for myself a lot of times, or to speak up about something that’s wrong out of fear of getting yelled at. because when people of authority yell at me i break down

i have a fear that i disappoint my family. that they aren’t proud of me because of the amount of times i’ve fucked up. because i don’t know how to handle myself. i’m scared they’ll hate me

tw// death

i have a fear of death. not necessarily my own. but of the people i love. i’m scared of losing the people i care about, which goes along with my fear of being alone, because if they die i’ll be all alone

i have a fear of the dark. the dark scares me so much because you never know what’s out there and what’s watching you and if you’re alone

i have a fear of needles. which is pretty irrational, i know. i’ve had it since i was a kid. the idea of a needle going through my skin just, i can’t with that it scares me v bad

i have a fear of heights. when it comes to heights i think of falling and i don’t like being so high up, because i think about what would happen if i fall. this one is sort of minor but it’s still there

i have a fear of not being accepted. people may decide i’m not good enough for them, push me aside. i’m scared that society will never accept me for me because people always try and change me, i don’t want to change for other people but i feel like i have to to please them

ok end of thread. sorry this was just on my mind today and i wanted to share. thanks if you read all of them :)