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to my chill boy, nicholas, the likelihood of you seeing this is little but, it’s worth a shot right? :) i remember the first time i saw your pictures, june 7th. i remember thinking to myself, “this is my bias” and sure enough, it was set in stone.
i’m sorry for letting you down. i’ve never felt so ripped away from something, seeing that red light around you ultimately broke my heart. every night i prayed and prayed for you to debut. maybe right now is not your time but hopefully soon :’)
please know you were and still are the highlight of my week. every friday i was there, squealing and fangirling over the little screen time you received. although it wasn’t much, it meant the whole world to me. seeing you smile and laugh warmed my heart.
i hated seeing the episodes end because i knew i’d have to wait a whole week until i got to see you again. im grateful for everyone who voted for you, i’m grateful for the all the friends you helped me make, and i’m grateful for you staying strong.
i hope to see you again in the future, this isn’t over for you. please come back as soon as possible. until then, it’s j♡ aka @nicholas_iland, signing off :)
if you see this tweet/thread please please help this reach nicho. a like, a retweet, quote this tweet, reply with hashtags, anything helps. please just help me get this message to nicholas 
