There& #39;s nothing about myself that I like.

I& #39;m not good at anything, my life has no real accomplishments, and nobody can actually stand me in real life.

Why shouldn& #39;t I reroll for something better?

Part of why I post these:

* I& #39;m lonely and want people to talk to me. I& #39;m too scared to reach out to anyone to talk, I feel like a bother or I like I don& #39;t deserve help.
* I don& #39;t know how to process these feelings so I just vent them instead.
* I& #39;m hoping someone can fix me.

There is an agent that lives inside of me that ensures that no hope or any happiness can exist. Every possible good thought is countered with 10 negative ones. This agent has full access to my intelligence. It is like the Shadow Link in Zelda 2.

How do you beat evil you?