2 weeks ago I was shot 3 times with an assault rifle while shooting a music video . I watched people leave while I Bled out . Otw to the hospital I was in a head on collision while not wearing a seat belt. I broke my hand . In a matter of seconds my whole life changed.

I remember crying out for forgiveness hoping to make it to heaven or where ever the good people go.I remember begging to be able to see my daughter again. I never felt like I was dying before.. I felt like I was dyinghttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😓" title="Gesicht mit kaltem Schweiß" aria-label="Emoji: Gesicht mit kaltem Schweiß">

Now I have to learn how to walk again. Its crazy how the brain and the body works together. Before I take a step I have to think about it first. It’s weird. People tell me I should feel blessed but i feel broken. I keep my spirits high for y’all . I guess it’s a man thing idk.