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Journal II (2nd part of the 2nd part)
So what was was the misunderstanding? It was I was okay all along. Yes. Tulad nga ng sabi ko kanina. Me crying, it was just a show. Nakakadisappoint to hear yes. It may seem immature but I will explain.
Tulad nga ng sabi ko. I did not ask any of my friends to support my "stream" that time kasi in the first place di ako nagstream and I was just worrying about you. Kasi nafefeel ko, na I need me to give you a sort of energizer.
Although yeah, I was immature to the fact na I have to do that and tell a lie and ngayon, pinagsisisihan ko yun.
Obviously it cost me everything that we have built in the first place.
Obviously it cost me everything that we have built in the first place.
Yayayain na sana kita nun. For a small prayer. Ipagpapray kita. But then napansin ko na bigla kang di nagsalita. So nagalala na ako. I was about to snap out of it and tell you the truth. Gagawa pa sana ako ng thread about it. And ayun nga until I saw the tweet that changed it all
Kasi nagrereflect ako before that time. On all the mistakes and all the things na sinabi mo na kelangan kong baguhin. I wasnt scared of the things youve adviced me. I was confident. I didnt have to tell you, but I want to show you. I want to prove it all to you. Kaso I did wrong.
At that time aswell. I was on fire(di literal. I mean my heart was filled with motivation and inspiration coming from God) kasi I took your advices seriously. But at that time, di na ako nagalala
Kasi before pa man yun, narerealize ko na something is wrong with me. Nakakahiya lang kasi, you were the one to remind me instead of me going on to act the part. I was frustrated at first. Until I came to God asking for His guide. He showed me the way, I blew it up.
Ngayon, narealize ko ulit. Na I have it all in my hands. All what I needed and all what Ive wanted. I have you.
One of the most special things that happened to me this year. I let it slip through my hands. It hurts me to say that. Nagsisisi talaga ako.
One of the most special things that happened to me this year. I let it slip through my hands. It hurts me to say that. Nagsisisi talaga ako.
Kung dumeretso nalang ako sa point ko nun, edi sana tayo parin.
Edi sana, I will be the man who leads the way for us.
Edi sana, ngayon magkausap parin tayo.
Edi sana hindi na ako umiiyak hanggang ngayon.
Edi sana, I can seal that change I always wanted with you.
Edi sana, I will be the man who leads the way for us.
Edi sana, ngayon magkausap parin tayo.
Edi sana hindi na ako umiiyak hanggang ngayon.
Edi sana, I can seal that change I always wanted with you.
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