twitter-rant-na-dapat-nasa-priv-pero-dito-sa-main-ko-lalagay rant of the day: as much as i see myself in diane nguyen, i don’t want to end up like her!!!!
mid- to late twenties typa girl na eloquent in english so she’s a writer by default, and doesn’t actually spill anything unless she’s given a pass for a singLE sentence?? and then she goes crazy lecturing everyone around her??? oh yes that sounds like me too
but diane comes from a place of feeling worthless from childhood and so she needs to prove so bad that she is useful to her friends and all-knowing, and that she’s on a higher moral standard than everyone
but the truth is she’s just the same wreck as everyone lang naman
but the truth is she’s just the same wreck as everyone lang naman
and you’ll hear her say it sometimes, parang admitting it out of spite and being cornered, but you know deep inside she does not accept that her being flawed is not a possibility
she’s clinging on to the faint possibility that she might actually rEally be a good person
she’s clinging on to the faint possibility that she might actually rEally be a good person
and she feels like shit when she sees she’s not needed in a place she was never meant to be in anyway (e.g. her cordovia trip)
and she falls in love w her kapwa independent producer but she denies that there’s solid foundation for the rel Just Because!
and she falls in love w her kapwa independent producer but she denies that there’s solid foundation for the rel Just Because!
i don’t wanna be that person pare. at least not anymore
i like telling my friends what to do when they come to me for help, but i wanna learn how to just Be There for them y’all feel me. like i would like to not run my mouth for once, unlike what i’m doing in this thread
i like telling my friends what to do when they come to me for help, but i wanna learn how to just Be There for them y’all feel me. like i would like to not run my mouth for once, unlike what i’m doing in this thread
i don’t want to hide behind the pretense that i’m All That and that i’m the smartest fucking girl i will ever know dudeee. i want to be liked because... i’m ylia!!! not because i’m “smart” and talented and god forbid... Unique POTA
the more people tell me i’m so unique, the more i believe i’m just like everyone else. in a way na everyone’s unique
and i also wanna stop pushing away the people who love me (e.g. mr. pb and diane) just because somehow, i’m a good writer that can string words together for stories and articles, but not do the same when i have to explain how i’m feeling
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oh and yes tapos ko na bojack i just left out some details kasi i have friends who haven’t seen s5 HAHAHAHAHA