Depressive thread.
Like, SERIOUSLY depressing, reflective and unexpectedly personal things remembering some ppl who are not still here:

A close friend from my childhood died yesterday, bcs covid.
He always asked abt me when he saw my mom on the streets.
He knew me since i was a little kid.
My best memories from childhood were close to him. Tenia muchas ganas de verme grande, pero, no pudo.
So long, dear. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💞" title="Drehende Herzen" aria-label="Emoji: Drehende Herzen">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💖" title="Funkelndes Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Funkelndes Herz">

There& #39;s also this girl who was going thru a lot of abuse on her household. She really wanted to study animation, but she couldn& #39;t even have that.
She said she would be happy just participating in something related to visual arts -

So i was more consistent with Blue Babies at the time bcs of her and bcs i wanted her to join the project so she could live her dream somehow. We made a promise and she was happy abt it.

But yeah, Cancer.

On another life, kid. Truly one of the blue babies. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💝" title="Herz mit Band" aria-label="Emoji: Herz mit Band">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💘" title="Herz mit Pfeil" aria-label="Emoji: Herz mit Pfeil">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blaues Herz" aria-label="Emoji: Blaues Herz">

Another one: he was, in summary, a kid who had 0 education and dedicated his short life to boxing.
Last time we talked we said that i should join boxing so we could fight each other someday, and he also wanted to be a... Bullfighter? Lmao -

Very cool friendship we had. ICONIC kid. TOUGH motherfucker. Siempre andaba corriendo al lado de la escuela vestido de charrito.
EL charrito. Personajazo local.

But rivers can be dangerous.

https://liderweb.mx/revive-todos-los-dias-a-su-charrito/

I">https://liderweb.mx/revive-to... won& #39;t waste the time YOU deserved to have, my man. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🔥" title="Feuer" aria-label="Emoji: Feuer">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="👊" title="Fisted hand" aria-label="Emoji: Fisted hand"> https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🦾" title="Mechanischer Arm" aria-label="Emoji: Mechanischer Arm">

Idk what& #39;s the point of this thread.

I just want people to value those who are still around and the things that have always been there.

And the few time that& #39;s left.

Abt me? idk, i will go thru a lot more outlandish weird shit only to end up dead because i choked on a grape.

There& #39;s just so much more pride poisoning people than i would like to admit.
But whatever.
I& #39;m at peace, this is the only anthem i need after all of this. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💞" title="Drehende Herzen" aria-label="Emoji: Drehende Herzen"> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxhET61yB1A">https://www.youtube.com/watch...