lmao i really gave 100% of myself to someone for six months then they just up and said “we don’t work” and dipped. that’s so traumatic omfg

i showed him sides of me nobody has ever seen and told him things hardly anybody knows about my life and he really just left ... i STILL feel so violated .. a complete stranger knows everything about me. met my family. listened to me cry. everything.

now i have to live with the fact that i let someone in and gave them all the trust i could and they just left. i finally got the courage to open myself up the way i did for someone and it completely backfired.

it’s been MONTHS since this happened and i still feel like i was violated. that’s how serious it is to let yourself be vulnerable to someone. someone who basically begged for you to trust them and open up because “i’ll always be here”, but now they’re not.

anyways, that’s what it’s like breaking down all of your barriers and looking past old trauma to try to have a relationship just for them to leave because they felt like it. it’s violating, depressing, and hard to come back from.