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if we had history, and you grossly misjudge my character, you’ve crossed a line. and yes, i’m talking about you. i can rant on MY twitter if i want. but i’m not going to go outta my way to send posts to hurt you?? are you kidding? that’s what you really think. ok.
i just wanna move on, man. i’ve let you go, just trying to work on me, and i have to deal with this bullshit? a post that you misinterpreted that i sent over two months ago?? before we ended things??? the timeline makes no sense. hell, i don’t even REMEMBER sending it to you
i would’ve remembered, but also, what a dumb ass thing to do. send you a post DIRECTLY? yeah, you don’t go on tumblr a bunch, but you still would’ve eventually saw it, cause you are respectfully a she-ra simp. it would’ve been dumb of me.
you didn’t even ASK what i meant by that. you immediately went on the defensive. you know what that tells me? that you’re projecting your insecurities onto me. i’m just trying to live and better myself and life. this came out of left field for me. so YOU need to speak your truth.
i also got nothing to hide. but don’t start falsely accusing me because of your fears. you say i’m scared of you officially ending contact with me. like BRUH i’d actually prefer it! like, yeah, it’ll hurt, but just like all my exes, i want to leave you in the past.
hence why i’ve not been reaching out. it’s an insult to myself to try to seek a friendship with you at this point. not saying that you’re a horrible person, and i still care about you, and i miss you, but i don’t need a friendship with you at this point.
it sucks, cause i really liked your sister. she’s super cool and definitely see her as a friend, but i’m not like you. i can’t just stay in contact with my exes family like that. unless i had children with them, it’s just too much for me. you’re sisters super cool and imma miss
her. but me separating myself from you is something i need. and i was doing so well until you just started attacking and accusing me on tumblr. just leave me alone, man. i just wanna move on and be happy, and be a better person, and i’m upset and
hurt. hurt that you’d think so low of me and think that i’d purposefully send a post like that to hurt you, which was honestly probably towards your ex. the reason why i am hurt is cause you knew me. for two years. and that’s your conclusion of me.
if you think i’d do that, then you never truly knew me. my closest friends, tyler, zach, max, they all know me enough where i wouldn’t do that. a lot of my anguish and pain is very inward. hence why i self-harmed for years. why i have so much bottled up.
and i’m changing that through this thread. idc if you see it or not. i’m not gonna tag you in a petty tweet, i’m not going to send you a tumblr post to get a point across. that’s immature. i’m ranting, and if you get offended by that, then that’s your problem.
i’m letting myself feel and not bottle things up. i’ve been working and feeling freely. i’m not gonna go out of my way to purposely draw your attention to a specific tweet out of spite. that’s some valley girl highschool shit.
it would’ve been different if you were like “uhmmmmm what does that mean???” but know, you immediately when on the defensive and started accusing me of trying to get under your skin, when i’m doing the opposite. i’m trying to distance myself from you.
and to be honest, it’s been hard, and still is. i miss you so much, but this is what i need, especially when you misjudged me and my intentions like that. i am hurt. i don’t want to hear from you for a long time.
