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6 days ago I was pretty, but now I know that I& #39;m forever dirt. When some of our feelings died the other day, we feed our emotions and then we prayed. We& #39;re going down momentarily as always. You should& #39;ve seen ourselves that day.
We& #39;re just nobodies, who wanted to be somebodies.
We& #39;re just nobodies, who wanted to be somebodies.
It& #39;s hard to believe, but yes. As I& #39;ve stated before, when love involved, I cannot concentrate on my priorities. You may think that I& #39;m bullshitting again, but that& #39;s fair. I understand.
I chose not to say it to you directly because I know you& #39;d read this sooner or later,-
I chose not to say it to you directly because I know you& #39;d read this sooner or later,-
and if I say it to you directly, you will just escalate things further by asking questions.
My psychological state has not been on my side (and never was), and my body seemed to be failing despite being only 23 years old.
My psychological state has not been on my side (and never was), and my body seemed to be failing despite being only 23 years old.
The constant beatings and stress that I& #39;ve been keeping to myself had finally taken its toll. I don& #39;t know anymore. I may die tomorrow, or next week, or god knows when, but I& #39;m sure it will come for me sooner rather than later.
I& #39;m not making this up, I& #39;m serious.
I& #39;m not making this up, I& #39;m serious.
Even if I communicate with you by telling you that I need some serious time alone, you always imagine something stupidly extreme. "Does he still remember that I& #39;m here? Why is he ignoring me? If he loves me, he& #39;d spare some time for me and blablabla..."
Seriously, please stop.
Seriously, please stop.
"I& #39;m just here for your spare time, aren& #39;t I?"
Get that pathetic mindset out of your thick skull, please. I& #39;ve already told you countless times, but I won& #39;t say it again this time. I& #39;m too exhausted for arguments.
Get that pathetic mindset out of your thick skull, please. I& #39;ve already told you countless times, but I won& #39;t say it again this time. I& #39;m too exhausted for arguments.
Even if I don& #39;t want you to leave, if you& #39;re sick and tired of how occupied I am, then leave. Simple as that.
It& #39;s not that I want you to leave, I just don& #39;t want to deal with our usual bullshittery about this sort of thing. We& #39;ve been trough this a couple of times already.
It& #39;s not that I want you to leave, I just don& #39;t want to deal with our usual bullshittery about this sort of thing. We& #39;ve been trough this a couple of times already.
You don& #39;t want to forgive me? That& #39;s fine, I understand. Your forgiveness is the least of my concern right now.
You may leave if you want, I& #39;m not forcing you to stay with this broken human being (if you can call me that anyway). You are free to choose.
You may leave if you want, I& #39;m not forcing you to stay with this broken human being (if you can call me that anyway). You are free to choose.
Alright, this is the last segment.
You can judge me however the fuck you want, I won& #39;t complain.
Call me for making up excuses, and complain like you always do, do it. I won& #39;t fight you back, and I won& #39;t complain.
You can judge me however the fuck you want, I won& #39;t complain.
Call me for making up excuses, and complain like you always do, do it. I won& #39;t fight you back, and I won& #39;t complain.
I have no intention for what had happened, as well as for the things happened between us. Doubt that shit all you want, because I know that& #39;s all you could do for the past 2 years.
In all honesty, sometimes I hate being honest to everyone and myself. In those times when I& #39;m being honest, things are always going south. I don& #39;t like to lie, because I& #39;m never good at it. When it comes to trust, I always have trust issues with people.
In all my life, I only broke 10 promises. Other than that, it& #39;s just a huge misunderstanding. Feel free to believe me or take it as another lie like you always do.
The next time you complain, it will be my last straw. I will NOT tolerate it any longer.
The next time you complain, it will be my last straw. I will NOT tolerate it any longer.
You may think that I& #39;m a coward for posting it here instead of chatting you straight in the face, as I& #39;ve said earlier in this thread, I have my reasons.
Keep fantasizing about a perfect relationship, then you& #39;ll know how it feels to be a weeb. A Perfect relationship is like having a 2D waifu, you can fantasize about them however the fuck you want. But in the end, you& #39;ll realize that it& #39;s not real.
God I wish this life of mine is just a dream.
