Overthinker’s Diary:

Recently, I’ve been re-evaluating my fanboy self. I frequently ask myself, “am I really a fan of @SB19Official or it’s just because a lot of the people like them?”

Then I rewatch their Go Up dance practice, old interviews and vlogs, listen to their songs..

I realized that I really do appreciate them and I like them more than bc of their songs and talents. I have been adoring them bc of who they truly are.

I can’t explain it enough, all I know is that they keep me alive.

It may sound cheesy or cringy, but it’s just my truth.

Not to compare or anything, I just wanna say this, I have felt this before already.

@SB19Official made me feel things that I’ve felt with @onedirection

Most often I sound like I exaggerate things, but maybe these superlatives were realized by this quarantine season. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤷🏻‍♂️" title="Achselzuckender Mann (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Achselzuckender Mann (heller Hautton)">

I will surely feel embarrassed when my friends sees this thread. I just have nowhere to express these fanboy sentiments, but here on my stan account.

I have no idea on how far will this go or where will this take me. All I know is I’m supporting @SB19Official today and tomorrow.