when i came here for college, i was shite scared because i know that i can& #39;t make friends. its very difficult for me to vibe with people and i had made myself understand that its okay to not have any at college because i have my school friends and they are family to me
i remember not going to college for two days after i& #39;d gotten admission because i didn& #39;t understand what i& #39;d do in this new place especially after having studying in the same school and the same set of clowns for fourteen years and i had also told my school friends
that i won& #39;t have friends at college because i just can& #39;t and its very difficult for me. now after having this thought in mind, i met two people who are a family to me and one of them will be dhaniya paraai from tomorrow
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she is one of the kindest people i have known, doesn& #39;t judge, would move mountains to make people happy, wouldn& #39;t hurt anybody no matter what. she understands me without me having to utter a single word and initially i& #39;d get so scared because i don& #39;t like being understood so well
she& #39;s one of those who are most dear to me in life and i& #39;d do whatever i can to protect her. i have always believed its time that brings people close because i have friends who i& #39;ve been friends with for twelve years. but with this one, its just going to be three the next month
and now she knows me better than almost everybody in the world, i can never describe the love that i have for her in my heart. i& #39;ve had the most insightful conversations with her. we& #39;re very different people but we& #39;ve bonded over the same values and morals
i have always told kon mujhe yu pyaar karega jaise husna karti hai and kon husna se yu pyaar karega jaise aamna karti hai but i can& #39;t wait to say ki koi hai jo husna se aamna se zyada pyaar karta hai. i& #39;ve been constantly thinking of her or talking to her from the day i got to
know that she& #39;s getting married and i& #39;ve never been able to take this out of my head for even a bit. i have had the most pleading dua& #39;as in every prayer and all i& #39;ve prayed for is she has an even happier life than she had until now. with the love that she has for people in her
heart, i know it for a fact that her husband will be luckiest and i am only praying that i can say the same about her. i don& #39;t know if i will cry tomorrow or not, but i feel like i am losing something of mine because i know things will not be the same
but i am also just so happy for her, and so excited for this new journey of her life. i can& #39;t wait to see her as the most beautiful bride
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