okay my full story not because it’s needed but because amb legit made my rp life feel so insecure, i was slowly leaving it altogether. so thread time https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✨" title="Funken" aria-label="Emoji: Funken">

tw for gaslighting, heavy drugs, overall shittiness
i joined a college au for the marvel universe through amb. i played bruce and at first it seemed amb and i wanted to ship. i’m a ms by nature so i was really there to give everyone a chance. perhaps this was lost in translation.
so bruce and tony do have a short thing going, but
tony is always high so it’s not that fun a relationship, in all honesty. i focused on others more. this is where i fucked in communication, and i’m sorry.

but amb, my condolences end there.

amb and her close friend whose name i don’t care about both had this fixation with
drugs being their focal point in their character. i thought maybe we would all just stick to weed and psychedelics, and that’s what i thought i agreed to in an out of character group chat. but amb kept tony constantly drunk or high. their friend unprompted began an SL with me
that literally started with their muse shooting up in front of mine. no tws. no dming me to talk about it. their answer for me when i finally freaked out and left the chat: next time tell them that i had a trigger. next time don’t rp extremely triggering shit, how’s that?
anyway. this was not what made me leave the group and fall out with amb. tony was insistent on hitting on bruce even when it was obvious he was no longer interested and on his way to a boyfriend. so i had an ic breakup. officially.

am decided to use this opportunity to make
tony drink himself into unconsciousness, or something to that effect. it was written like an overdose, that’s what i took it as, i left the chat because this was getting to me.

i have had someone do something stupid and try to blame it on me. i refused to let my character be
punished for going his own way.

the drug sls stopped after this. but then came the constant hitting on bruce despite him sayingdating another. this tainted my other ship, and i was unable to continue to write my college bruce after this experience. i made a tweet in general
asking people to not make me feel obligated to ship. amb decided the shoe fit her and she was right.
she blocked me after an exchange, part of which is the header for this thread and unfortunately, the only part i have screenshot. anyway.

she was also caught, during our beef, to be flat out lying about things. her friend too.
second part of that.
amb also sent me this infamous dm before blocking me on my main bruce. so any time she says she apologized, i have yet to see one in my dms. according to her, i need to apologize.
milo also spoke with amb, who dmed her asking to un-rt something i said. this includes stuff we also put up with on my main bruce, where i had made the mistake of letting amb run amok there too.
the entire conversation is one manipulation tactic to the next. i also did agree to drug use in the au. not HEROIN!!!!! if they don’t understand WHY that distinction would have been nice, whatever.
and more.
amd more.

that change of heart IMMEDIATELY changed back, btw.
because she then proceeded to tweet this about the situation.
and her friend then tagged me in this. rip. how can i gaslight people who never dm me directly, and who always seem to know the truth better than me anyway?
anyway these people all suck and lie about everything. this made me lose hope in twitrp and i just haven’t been to the same activity level or enthusiasm since before this mess. she also guilted my friend dan over him mot wanting to ship anymore because of how amb was treating me.
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