Story time
Everything that I’m talking about is when I was fresh out of high school, so I was about 18 years old.
Anywho, I got my drivers license when I turned 18 but I didn’t have a car for two years so I would always take the bus.
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Like I’ve said I used to talk to 3-5 guys at the time and shit. So like I said I used to ride the bus all the fucken time, when I didn’t want to take the bus I used to hit up 3 guys to “hangout” cause I didn’t want to take the bus.
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So if 1 of them replied fast and wanted to hangout that’s the guy that I would hangout with cause I know they’ll take me home. Lol.
Sometimes I didn’t want to hangout but I didn’t want to take the bus so I’d just tough it out, Id obviously pay for the food or give them gas money.
Tbh I felt like a hoe cause I was just using these guys for rides. Lmfao. Like who am I?
Also, I didn’t do anything with these guys just talk. Believe it or not.
Couple months later I minimized the list of guys to only 1 guy, and we were “dating”. So he’d pick me up from work and me being someone in need of rides I was happy.
Not gonna lie I did have a thing for him but I wasn’t interested in a relationship. Like I said I wouldn’t do anything with anyone like not even a kiss.
So he started being touchy with me and I felt weird, like I liked it but I didn’t. Then this one time he came looking really good and he was hugging me and I realized he had a good body and I’m like...
Anyways, he knew I worked at the mall but I didn’t tell him what specific store I worked at, and he said he was at the mall but I lied and said I was at home, I was actually on lunch cause I didn’t feel like seeing or hanging out with him.
So I’m at the food court ordering my food and I feel a fucken hand on my back and I turn around and there he was. I’m like...
He was like “I thought you were off today” and I was like “I got called in and I’m getting food before I start work”, you know trying to come up with a quick lie. My lunch was almost over and he was still walking with me, like I said I didn’t like guy knowing what store I
worked at, so I told him I gotta go and he insisted on walking me to my store and I’m like...
As he was walking with me around the mall his hand was on my ass the whole time but I honestly liked it cause I realized he looked good and had nice arms, anywho somehow some way he gets a call and has to leave but he still tries to walk me to my store but...
I convinced him to leave to his car & he left. He picked me up later that night and we hung out and I was glad I didn’t take the bus that night too. Lol.
This guy was hella mexican and would drive a truck and shit, we finally had our first kiss and all, he was ight. I just didn’t like how he was pushy and obviously wanted to do more than kiss.
Then the next day he texts me and he’s hella bold saying that he wants to fucks. I’m like...
At the time I had only been with my ex and done stuff with my ex sexually, so I was legit turned off by him saying shit. So id brush it off. And he would insist that he’d pick me up from work and I gave in one night and we hung out.
When he picked me up I told him to just take me home and he did and we parked and then starts talking and he legit kisses me and we’re making out and shit gets intense but me still being alll new to sex and shit I’m like nah.
He gets mad that I didn’t want to do stuff with him sexually. At the time I’m not gonna lie I wanted to but I was scared so I would just stop. So I would just go home.
Then homeboy the next day would text me that he wanted to fuck and I’m like wth. Lol. And he would text me randomly that he wants to fuck the shit outta me and he wants me to be his and tbh he’s just being weird so I would not text him and reply.
Eventually I blocked his ass and he found me on IG and messaged me saying he’s sorry but I’m just like “yeah no”.
I forgot where I was going with this thread. Lol. I had weird experiences with guys and shit.
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