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Nothing feels real anymore. Everyday I want to wake up and its January 1st 2020. I just want this all to be a dream and nothing happened. I just want to stay in bed all day but I keep myself from doing so because I dont want to at the same time. Sleep is all I want but I dont 1/?
I wish I could communicate this to my friends and family but I don’t want to feel like they need to help me. I don’t think I need it. I feel depressed but I know its not depression. I’m constantly in a perceived state of depression. My few things that cheer me up dont anymore 2/?
I used to watch twitch and enjoy the content but I’ve stopped enjoying it. Video games are getting boring. I don’t want to watch tv shows or movies because I get lost in them and lose track of time. Nothing feels right and I want to feel normal again I hate this feeling
I just want everything to be fun again or interesting. I find it harder and harder to actually get up. I have no real life skills. Im limited to dead end jobs and if I hope enough content creating but thatll be hard if Ive lost interest in one of the things in good at
I cant find the 1 because I dont leave my house and im not attractive to anyone nor attracted to anyone in my league. No one wants me for a job or a live life. I dont have that drive to get better because I dont want to be heartbroken. The one pain worse than what Im feeling now
If someone finds this thread just know I won’t be doing anything like commit suicide I’m fine in that sense. Please don’t reach out unless you have some advice to get me out of this feeling
