tw// eating disorder , sick in the brain individual
im literally so lonely. i want a man so fucking bad and i know i shouldnt feel like i need one but i cant help it. and it dosen’t help to see literally every other gay guy i know have a hot ass boyfriend... i literally lost (1)

so much weight this year because of my ed and i thought maybe that would help guys be into me but it just feels like guys are repulsed by me and its really hard. i wish i was straight. i wish i had pride in being gay but i dont. whydo i have to be judged for my body and not my(2)

personality... if guys actually took the time with me to get to know me they would knkw im funny, kind and caring but instead see im not a 10 and move along.

im sorry i dont have abs and im sorry that im not a stick

i just wish i didnt have to feel like i should overly work out or skip meals to be accepted by the gay communuty. and one more thing. IF U ARE STRAIGHT. NEVER COMPLAIN TO ME OR ANY LGBT ABOUT DATING ISSUES. ITS A PUNCH IN THE FACE. ok done w my rant i already feel better