1 year since I was discharged from hospital :) it’s so difficult to recover because it means leaving the anorexic body, the rituals and habits behind and having to face your problems. but it’s so worth it. it’s brought me the best year of my life and it’s made me into who I am

recovery brought with it so much strength, memories, achievements, relationships, friendships, laughs, it baffles me how I was in such a dark place and I could’ve easily gone back coz it was so hard but going forward and fighting the thoughts and letting myself EAT was everything

anorexia wants to make you sicker and sicker and just when you think you’re okay the thoughts come creeping in trying to pull you back but going forward no matter how hard will always be worth it in the end x

thank u sm angel <3