I’m awake with an aching tummy and I’m just thinking about how I never thought I would be here. Like physically I mean..

From 16-19 I was terrified I was going to d*e because of a thing a ouija board told me when I was 16. I was a very gullible teenager so I believed it until I was 19 and it never happened and I was okay. Between those years I was dealing with friends and first time relationships+

But I was also dealing with things much darker: bullying, verbal/emotional ab*se at home, and unfortunately the passing of two of my friends my senior year.

Going into my college years is where timelines get messy a little bit I know the gist of events but not in order: my abusive ex officially ended things with me, I dated 2 different people, got kissed nonconsensually, had a few friendships broken+

One of my friends moved out of state and left her bf for us to date (yeah that was a whole mess).

But amidst the chaos that was 2016-2019, I also met 3 of the most important people to me and I’m so lucky that I did survive everything I’ve been through

I don’t even know what the whole point to this thread is but I’m glad I’m here..I’m glad I’ve survived and within the next few months (hopefully less) I’ll be moved in with my 3 most important people https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💕" title="Zwei Herzen" aria-label="Emoji: Zwei Herzen">