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ahh i really have to go home and just cancel my visa by the end of this year after all. I really hope things would turn up but at this point I& #39;m just preparing for the worst TT
this has nothing to do with the com btw this matter is completely out of my hand! its about my tuition cost primarily and i don& #39;t think we can afford it + rent etc for next year if this goes on. so sad when i only got a year left to go! 
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im just worried if ending the leash early will cost even more and getting rid of the stuff in this apartment will be a hassle because we rented it unfurnished https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht"> the bed sofa and desks... it will be a work out for sure
im just hoping the 2 friends i have left here would be ok if i ask them for a little help https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> there& #39;s only so much a tiny girl can do alone....
my friend did mention about still being able to continue the degree and having the credit score transferred once we can go back so that& #39;s a little bit of hope...
i honestly regret coming here,, with what I& #39;ve learned so far i could& #39;ve gotten better material in different countries or even just taking online courses at home..... but my mom had to refuse to have a highschool graduate as a daughter https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht"> I& #39;m very thankful for her but-
at the same time i hate that I& #39;m putting her in this position. Shouldnt have taken this semester in the first place, I could been home and not cost her a single penny yet here i am! whoah! why!
im really sorry if you happen to stumble upon this and ruin your mood even more. I& #39;ll be deleting everything once i entered the last stage of grief https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">
