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ahh i really have to go home and just cancel my visa by the end of this year after all. I really hope things would turn up but at this point I'm just preparing for the worst TT
this has nothing to do with the com btw this matter is completely out of my hand! its about my tuition cost primarily and i don't think we can afford it + rent etc for next year if this goes on. so sad when i only got a year left to go! 
im just worried if ending the leash early will cost even more and getting rid of the stuff in this apartment will be a hassle because we rented it unfurnished 
the bed sofa and desks... it will be a work out for sure
the bed sofa and desks... it will be a work out for sure
im just hoping the 2 friends i have left here would be ok if i ask them for a little help 
there's only so much a tiny girl can do alone....
there's only so much a tiny girl can do alone....
my friend did mention about still being able to continue the degree and having the credit score transferred once we can go back so that's a little bit of hope...
i honestly regret coming here,, with what I've learned so far i could've gotten better material in different countries or even just taking online courses at home..... but my mom had to refuse to have a highschool graduate as a daughter I'm very thankful for her but-
I'm very thankful for her but-
at the same time i hate that I'm putting her in this position. Shouldnt have taken this semester in the first place, I could been home and not cost her a single penny yet here i am! whoah! why!
im really sorry if you happen to stumble upon this and ruin your mood even more. I'll be deleting everything once i entered the last stage of grief
