i hate it here. this year sucks. wish i was dead https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤪" title="Zany face" aria-label="Emoji: Zany face">

and no one will ever love me and true love doesn’t exist and neither do soulmates or anything of that kind btw https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😌" title="Erleichtertes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Erleichtertes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😌" title="Erleichtertes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Erleichtertes Gesicht">

because you can think someone is your soulmate and you can be blissfully happy for the first time in your whole entire life and you can feel like everything is coming together and your mental health is gooddd until it all comes crashing down on you and nothing is okay https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😃" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😃" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund">

and you’ll probably never be the same after this because you really let yourself fall for this one because you thought it was safe to and then you’ll find out not even a month after your “break up” hes with someone else and all you can do is sob your eyes out and want to kys

and you feel like love doesn’t exist or just that you will never find it because you have been trying to for the past 3 years and literally nothing has ever worked out and when it has come close it’s been completely ripped away from you https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😃" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😃" title="Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund" aria-label="Emoji: Lächelndes Gesicht mit geöffnetem Mund">

and then on top of it all, some stupid boy from bumble that you lowkey had a crush on completely ghosted and unadded you and now you just really really want to die and you feel like you literally have nothing left to live for because you have no job and you’re not going to school

and no boyfriend and your best friend isn’t being there for you in a time like this so your anxiety tries to convince you that she hates your guts and never wants to speak to you again and the only person you’re living for is your mom

so yeah you know just don’t fall in love because it doesn’t exist anyway and that person will just leave you and your trust issues are at an all time high and before all of this it was getting a lot better and now it’s worse so much so you think EVERYONE is against you.