i think it's cool that ffxiv is a bullshit goofy fantasy video game and it has better character writing than 100% of self-important pain porn games with their gritty realism
like elidibus sputtering to a stop and having to say out loud "of course i can't stop doing this because i may not remember why i'm doing it but all i remember is saying i'd do it so if i stop doing it it's like i'm dead and all of this pain is for nothing" is the realest shit
that's how trauma works

that alienation from not just other people

but your own identity

your own ability to have an identity

is what makes trauma so terrifying and isolating

it's what makes other people so cruel to the traumatized

because it's easy to see them as inhuman
you could shoot a hundred arrows through a hundred gruff dads in a hundred brown video games about who gives a shit and not get anything remotely that realistic about what it is to suffer the loss of what makes you who you are

and that's

pretty cool
also ffxiv's community should learn something from that

maybe
also sorry for the spoiler on The Themes but just

holy shit
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