I know I've told this here a thousand times, but forgive me for telling it again. At Nolacon in 2017, at Jared's autograph, I was among the last in line, and I told him (almost in tears) that was the 3rd time I had travelled all the way from Brazil just to see him, >

because that was how much I love him and how important he is to me. i'll never ever forget the look on Jared's face. He looked at me with such gratitude, as if he wasn't used to hearing something like that. I mean, how would someone travel 3 times all the way >

from Brazil *just* to see him??? (I made it 4 times later) I wish I had a picture from his face, his eyes as he looked at me. As I walked away so my friends would have their turn with him, he kept looking at me and I walked away looking back, so I could still look at him. >

I'd never seen such gratitude in someone's eyes directed at me before, I felt that deep in my core. as if that was something he *really* needed to hear. And he was so grateful that before leaving he came to where i was standing just to give me a hug and >

wish safe travels. I cried my eyes out the second he left, because JARED CAME TO GAVE ME A HUG. But later I understood that perhaps he needed to hear that just as much as I needed to say it. I went to 4 conventions total, and I almost went bankrupt but in all of them,

I made sure to get a ticket that would give me an autograph with Jared (two golds and two silvers), even if specially at the last ones, I wasn't planning on attending the con on friday and saturday. I paid the big bucks just for a chance to talk to Jared, and the

four times I did, I made sure to tell him how much I love him. Last time in Vancouver last year, I told him that was prob the last time I was seeing him since I had come from far away. Jared kissed my hand and told me he wished he would see me again. >

I feel how important it is for him to hear that, to feel the love from the fans. That's why I always try and do my part, as small as that is, to show Jared how loved and important he is.

Oh and since I don’t have any images from that hug with Jared, I commissioned @BackupKamidiox at the time for an art so I could preserve that moment