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|| Five years ago today, I was laughing at something serious — though it was just to cover my own tears...
My mother passed on this date five years ago. Well...adoptive mother. I never really understood death that well until her own. It made me who I am today.
Because of her
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My mother passed on this date five years ago. Well...adoptive mother. I never really understood death that well until her own. It made me who I am today.
Because of her
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death, I started rping...on twitter of course. I was 13. You can do the math if you want, I don’t care what happens now.
Then I was so dumb and stupid, all because of this little thing that became a coping mechanism. I never cried until I was alone. Especially on this day.
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death, I started rping...on twitter of course. I was 13. You can do the math if you want, I don’t care what happens now.
Then I was so dumb and stupid, all because of this little thing that became a coping mechanism. I never cried until I was alone. Especially on this day.
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then after that I stop asking for comfort because everything went downhill for me. I’m still recovering from my idiot choices and...I’m learning.
Her death has done so much for me, good and bad. It...made me realize how much life is important to me. I miss her so so much.
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then after that I stop asking for comfort because everything went downhill for me. I’m still recovering from my idiot choices and...I’m learning.
Her death has done so much for me, good and bad. It...made me realize how much life is important to me. I miss her so so much.
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I couldn’t go see her the day she died, but when they came home and told me that she wasn’t coming home that time I...changed. I don’t know for the better or the worse.
It made me realize how fucked up my family is, because she isn’t there to protect me anymore or tell my
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I couldn’t go see her the day she died, but when they came home and told me that she wasn’t coming home that time I...changed. I don’t know for the better or the worse.
It made me realize how fucked up my family is, because she isn’t there to protect me anymore or tell my
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my other sibling the truth about us. Her being gone has put the world on my shoulders. Its...made me realize that I’m not ready to grow up — that I already grew up. And she’s pushing me everyday to keep going.
that it’s okay to cry
that it’s okay to ask for help
that its..
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my other sibling the truth about us. Her being gone has put the world on my shoulders. Its...made me realize that I’m not ready to grow up — that I already grew up. And she’s pushing me everyday to keep going.
that it’s okay to cry
that it’s okay to ask for help
that its..
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okay to stand up for yourself and not get ran over by others...even your own family.
But the last thing, I’m still doing because I am strong.
Five years and...she’s my greatest motivation. Mama, I love you so much..I hope you’re filling your peppermint and fruit bowls up.
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okay to stand up for yourself and not get ran over by others...even your own family.
But the last thing, I’m still doing because I am strong.
Five years and...she’s my greatest motivation. Mama, I love you so much..I hope you’re filling your peppermint and fruit bowls up.
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We’ll meet again whenever my time comes.
We’ll meet again whenever my time comes.
|| I only say this now because I always dread when this day comes. Arguments break out about land and money.
Sometimes even about me. I even heard some things that I shouldn’t have heard. It only adds on to the guilt.
I’ve blamed myself for her death everyday. I feel like
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Sometimes even about me. I even heard some things that I shouldn’t have heard. It only adds on to the guilt.
I’ve blamed myself for her death everyday. I feel like
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a burden to this family who probably won’t even come to my wedding because I’m bisexual.
They always said she’d kick me out for being a sinner or..grown. Black families am I right..? Don’t even support their own damn kids. Some do but..eh.
I never felt so much overwhelming
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a burden to this family who probably won’t even come to my wedding because I’m bisexual.
They always said she’d kick me out for being a sinner or..grown. Black families am I right..? Don’t even support their own damn kids. Some do but..eh.
I never felt so much overwhelming
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guilt today..
I’ll delete this thread at midnight. I just needed to type how I feel. I love you guys, your all the best family I ever had..
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guilt today..
I’ll delete this thread at midnight. I just needed to type how I feel. I love you guys, your all the best family I ever had..
