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And they keep making empty promises "once she comes home from bootcamp and the new school year starts it'll be all about you" and I get called ungrateful and selfish because I'm being an attention hog and I know I'm being selfish but I just wish there was time for me you know?
I'm sorry I got a little emotional and started like crying and ranting there. Some of this stuff just still affects me and I don't know why I know I'm being weird and that she deserves the attention more I just get a little jealous- anyways back to the point of the story-
It's just I never get to talk and now that my siblings are gone we don't eat dinner as a family cause my mom doesn't see the point when it's just the three of us and when my dad takes us to a restaurant occasionally they get mad when I talk because they're on their phone-
Which I get because they are trying to either text my siblings or read or something so we still kinda eat by ourselves lmao. But anyways because of that I am just really quiet when first meeting people, and I'm very low maintenance when it comes to texting. But I still talk a lot
When I get to know you some people just have to shut me up I guess. Lol I just realized how much I'm talking. I'm sorry I know this is annoying I just wanna write these things down. Feel free to mute this thread or if you want I can stop posting these. I'll shut up now. G'night
