TL kinda dry so I& #39;m gonna admit something

So in recent months I& #39;ve been feeling very uncomfortable with my body, and only my body. A lot of the times when I bring it up it makes me feel very invalid. It started around late January. 1/?

It& #39;s about my genitals, and only my genitals. For whatever reason I& #39;m just.. uncomfortable with it. Uncomfortable with my "female" parts. No, it does not affect my gender identity. I will always be a cisgender woman, that& #39;s how I feel. I plan on getting bottom surgery. 2/?

I don& #39;t want it to affect how people see me, what pronouns they use for me, and what they refer to me as. I& #39;m a girl. I will always be one, no matter what I do. I just have a difficult time talking about it/admitting it because I feel invalid because of that. 3/?

Even though I feel good finally getting it off my chest, I still do feel somewhat scared (of other people mostly). But you know what? That& #39;s okay. I& #39;ll figure out how to deal with it in some time. Thank you for reading this thread.