About to share something personal because I’m still kinda in disbelief over it

I have a daughter named Phoenix, she’s in the spirit realm. Was briefly here at this past year then had to leave. I don’t talk about it much. It’s still extremely painful for me and I’m still grieving.

My pregnancy was difficult. I was hurt by multiple people during the time. It was just an extremely tragic event in my life and I harbor a lot of animosity towards those people. The anger and resentment I feel makes the grieving process even heavier

I bought a new oracle deck recently and I pulled cards just to see what messages I needed to hear at the moment. These two flew out

I know I’m a tarot reader so these things shouldn’t be shocking to me but they always are. I know my daughter wants me to forgive the people involved and forgive myself for feeling like I was too weak to carry and hold onto her

I’m not sure what the point of sharing this is but I felt compelled to. Maybe you’re reading this message and there’s something you’re grieving and forgiveness is needed as part of your healing process. Forgiving others or forgiving yourself.

I hope anybody struggling at the moment finds peace. I’m trying hard to find mine. Not sure how long I’ll keep this post up so I hope it reaches who it needs to
And prayers are welcome