tonight feels like the weekend before Super Tuesday all over again and I viscerally hate it

like, clearly I am behind whatever happens, I am working for Left candidates, and the Democrats are the party (of 2) that is *that*, but this speculation, media show, this whole drawn out process...

maybe I AM too tuned in.

but everything happened so fast and it was downhill for us and the coalescence and the flight trackers and then two days later happened and then two days after that was the end and a week after that was my last day at work before shutdown

I am definitely going to delete this thread in a few days and the whole discourse has SUCKED and will only get more misogynistic but just whoa did those feelings come rushing back.