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I& #39;m sorry our friendship didn& #39;t work out, and like, I have no excuse for being selfish but I& #39;m happy with my partner. I& #39;m happy here. And I loved Durham, I loved living with y& #39;all, I still love you all. My moving out wasn& #39;t being directly malicious or an attempt -
To back stab or hurt anyone. I know it didn& #39;t come across that way, and I really really tried to make amends. That& #39;s why I& #39;m agreeing to pay off my portion of rent because I care so much about you all that I want to make sure you& #39;re doing okay after I bailed out.
Like. I don& #39;t know what else to say dude. I left the discord server cuz I was obviously unwanted there.
So there& #39;s a fucking subtweet. I have no real shit to talk. I miss y& #39;all a fucking lot, and I don& #39;t know what else to say!
So there& #39;s a fucking subtweet. I have no real shit to talk. I miss y& #39;all a fucking lot, and I don& #39;t know what else to say!
Cont.
I know that no matter how good my intentions are I can& #39;t ever change how people feel, or how people perceive my actions.
I legitimately don& #39;t know what else to say besides admitting, yeah. I& #39;m a selfish asshole for wanting to move in with my boyfriend.
I know that no matter how good my intentions are I can& #39;t ever change how people feel, or how people perceive my actions.
I legitimately don& #39;t know what else to say besides admitting, yeah. I& #39;m a selfish asshole for wanting to move in with my boyfriend.
Like, I did it mostly because I thought it& #39;d be another six or eight or nine or twelve months until I saw David again. This pandemic is *terrifying* and the distance didn& #39;t weight so heavy on me until after the pandemic grew into what it is now.
I had a decision to make: Move across the country again or never see my partner again, at least for a *long* time.
I just. I couldn& #39;t do that. I wanted to kiss him and hold him and cherish him every single day. I stand by my decision, and the way I went about it was-
I just. I couldn& #39;t do that. I wanted to kiss him and hold him and cherish him every single day. I stand by my decision, and the way I went about it was-
Extremely messy.
You can talk your shit dude. I& #39;m still singing your praises over here and I really thought that after I& #39;d leave you would be respectful enough to not talk shit. Like. You called me your best friend once and now I& #39;m some rotten asshole.
You can talk your shit dude. I& #39;m still singing your praises over here and I really thought that after I& #39;d leave you would be respectful enough to not talk shit. Like. You called me your best friend once and now I& #39;m some rotten asshole.
I never compared anyone to an abuser. If I ever mentioned something remotely to that it was my addressing *my* trauma with *my* abuser makes me interpret other people& #39;s actions in a fucky way. I& #39;m trying to be less nonconfrontational and take things head on.
I want to HEAVILY emphasize: I miss you all. I didn& #39;t want to leave, I didn& #39;t want things to get to where they are but I *knew* I was no longer wanted in our discord and I stayed as long as I could before I just couldn& #39;t take it anymore.
I know how to take a fucking hint.
I know how to take a fucking hint.
You& #39;re not bad people, we just grew apart and into different people. I& #39;ve accepted that, I acknowledge that. I& #39;m not resentful, bitter, upset. I could be petty and say "oh I gave you my gamer chair, and my desk blah blah blah whatever the fucking bullshit". I don& #39;t -
