X makes a mess and directs anger at me :)
Y just got home and asks what all the noise is about
I explain
Y declairs theyre mad at all of us due to messy house

Yeah,,fuckin thanks,,I was having a pretty okay day,,but no go ahead & direct your anger at me & make me feel like shit

Oh,, and fuckin thanks y for unplugging the wifi,,, because the house being spotless is definitely more important than me using coping mechanisms to try and reclaim the happy I was feeling like ten minutes ago

I'm just gonna use my data rn, and I'll delete this thread later but fUCK !! It's like every time I'm able to have an okay day without any anxiety or panic attacks somebody or something has to mess it up

I am so fucking tired all the time and I'm constantly fighting myself to try and be happy,, fuck,, I'm seen as the "uwu soft girl so cute so happy" but I'm just fucking tired at this point,,, I'm working on myself,, but it's fucking hard to when people take away coping mechanisms