X makes a mess and directs anger at me :)
Y just got home and asks what all the noise is about
I explain
Y declairs theyre mad at all of us due to messy house

Yeah,,fuckin thanks,,I was having a pretty okay day,,but no go ahead & direct your anger at me & make me feel like shit

Oh,, and fuckin thanks y for unplugging the wifi,,, because the house being spotless is definitely more important than me using coping mechanisms to try and reclaim the happy I was feeling like ten minutes ago

I& #39;m just gonna use my data rn, and I& #39;ll delete this thread later but fUCK !! It& #39;s like every time I& #39;m able to have an okay day without any anxiety or panic attacks somebody or something has to mess it up

I am so fucking tired all the time and I& #39;m constantly fighting myself to try and be happy,, fuck,, I& #39;m seen as the "uwu soft girl so cute so happy" but I& #39;m just fucking tired at this point,,, I& #39;m working on myself,, but it& #39;s fucking hard to when people take away coping mechanisms