Today i sat with my head in my mother& #39;s lap and she started caressing my hair and said "20 saal guzar gaye kabhi apni beti ko sahi se pyar he nahin kiya" and i legit wanted to cry

Mum continued "shuru se parhaiyun main daal diya, kabhi pucha he nahin k pareshaan to nahin ho" and my heart wept i swear

I tell my mom almost everything, but i never tell her about my anxiety, my breakdowns and my mental struggles, i feel she won& #39;t understand and i would hate watching her worried and helpless, but i so crave to tell her