1/ So now that the people who needed to know have been properly informed, I& #39;d like to share some of it with you.
I have cancer
It& #39;s actually why I& #39;ve been so short tempered about being dragged into conflicts in here.
I have cancer
It& #39;s actually why I& #39;ve been so short tempered about being dragged into conflicts in here.
2/ I& #39;ve been trying to process it, during my recovery (which has nothing to do with the cancer itself).
Amazing enough though, I& #39;m more scared of the bills than I am about the cancer. So I was even thinking of putting off treatments.
A friend helped me get out of that.
Amazing enough though, I& #39;m more scared of the bills than I am about the cancer. So I was even thinking of putting off treatments.
A friend helped me get out of that.
3/ This journey actually started 3 years ago, but doctors were a bit dismissive due to my young age.
I try not to dwell on it, since back then I was stage zero, and now I& #39;m stage IA1.
This means I can try some treatments before removing organs, with risk of recurrence.
I try not to dwell on it, since back then I was stage zero, and now I& #39;m stage IA1.
This means I can try some treatments before removing organs, with risk of recurrence.
4/ I& #39;m the type of person who& #39;s so used to having to do everything on her own from a young age, that I basically decided to deal with it.
So I kept doing everything the same way I always do, but now I think the emotional aspect of it is hitting.
That& #39;s 2020 for you huh.
So I kept doing everything the same way I always do, but now I think the emotional aspect of it is hitting.
That& #39;s 2020 for you huh.
5/ Not really sure how any of it is going to go, but I& #39;m at least grateful for modern medicine... as incredibly expensive as it can be. I was told that if it goes down to major stuff that insurance won& #39;t cover, I could be allow to pull from my life insurance.
Wish me luck
Wish me luck
6/6 Not sure what else to say to be honest, I& #39;m just trying to keep positive (which isn& #39;t my wheelhouse at all) and do what I gotta do (which is totally my wheelhouse).
We& #39;ll see how the journey goes
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We& #39;ll see how the journey goes
I was planning on staying completely quiet and just mention the surgeries, but honestly...
I& #39;m glad I listened to my friend and talked here, it feels less lonely reading all of this kindness.
For whatever it& #39;s worth, thank you.
I& #39;m glad I listened to my friend and talked here, it feels less lonely reading all of this kindness.
For whatever it& #39;s worth, thank you.
Now everybody combine all this positivity and aim it at the skies, so they clear and I can see the Moon
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Seriously it& #39;s been too long.
Seriously it& #39;s been too long.
I tried to check all your replies, but I& #39;m not even close and I haven& #39;t even opened the DMs.
Just letting you all know that:
Yes, I am seeing them
Yes, it does matter and I appreciate it.
Today the Moon is beautiful, so check it
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Just letting you all know that:
Yes, I am seeing them
Yes, it does matter and I appreciate it.
Today the Moon is beautiful, so check it